Raul Crimson’s experiences in Second Life®
Some are looking for a few “good” avatars…
Mar 5th
Some days ago Linden Lab, well, Slaton Linden published a post in the Second Life Blogs asking for:
…a few good avatars to help us with a new ad campaign intended to bring the tremendous diversity and depth of the Second Life community to the forefront of more people’s minds…
Since i have a dirty mind once i read the post i so needed to parody it, i mean the example ad.
I wrote a long essay of 500 words about all this but was boring and possibly not all fair, so since i don’t want to bore you and i try to be as fair as possible i’ll try to express my ideas about this in short and clear ways. First, even i agree Second Life may seem to some people only a game, a place to have virtual sex or to grief i agree the other side of Second Life, the one of artists, educators, musicians, creators… should be promoted and make public. But since both sides are the real SL if they want to show the diversity they should consider an ad in the style of the one i made.
Second, they will find a problem since most of the SL residents prefer to keep privacy at some levels, and if they look for people in Facebook where the TOS clearly forbid to create accounts for “not real people” like avatars they will find only a small representation of the diversity they want to show. So even all together may be a good idea and i hope it works to bring new people to Second Life i think opening the discussion inside the SLblogs would be better than doing it in Facebook. Also i wonder… will those “good avatars” get paid for giving his both images for an ad? Because if they pay enough i can show whatever they want!!! *joking*
Some like a fashion post #10: The angel with no memory
Mar 3rd
Once upon a time there was an angel with a really bad memory. He had so bad memory that needed to take notes of everything he had to do, but since in heaven there is no paper he decided to tattoo all his notes, this way he won’t forget when “the boss” asks him to do something. The worse thing was he used to forget what he did too after doing it because he decided there was no enough space in his skin to take notes of everything, so “the boss” decided to send him to the missions other angels didn’t want to do. And he made his wings black to be hidden in the night…
List:
Hair: +BM+ GIZ Black
Skin: -Belleza- Jonas tan 7
Wings: **Illusions** Angel Wings
Tattoo: [HUZ Tats] Amnesia-for Him
Pants: !ZB Rockstar pants (black)
Boots: Redgrave-Biker Boots -Night-
Jewelry: [Chase] Perfect Rosary Believer BLK
Tied up… or free again…
Mar 2nd
Long time no blogging, well, one month… but anyway my blogging “rhythm” has been pretty slow in the last months. Well not only blogging, also taking pictures and editing them, or making anything inside Second Life (i’ve been doing stuff, but not making stuff).
Soooo… here it comes one of those personal blogposts about thoughts, feelings, etc… confessions on a virtual world.
In the last year everything started slowing down, don’t get me wrong, not sad about it, i just want to understand what happened, and sometimes the best way to understand is to try to explain. There are many possible reasons, first, i’m too self-demanding and often not happy with what i make. I took so many pictures and deleted them once edited, or wrote many blogposts or created many objects or builds and deleted them too only because i was not happy enough with them. When you have a period where you are not happy enough with most of the things you make you start to think that maybe you are good enough and after you deleted some number of things you wonder also if it worths it, the energy, passion and time invested. Then you just stop creating until you feel the need to do it again.
At the same time one feels sometimes like a slave of what one makes. You have to write blogposts, you have to take pictures, you have to do lots of other stuff and you have to live your life and meet friends and… and… and is not you have to meet your friends or live your life, is just you want to do it, but all together when you have a limited time becomes stressful because you feel tied, trapped, and at the same time you feel bad if you don’t do all you want to do… and i’m terrible organizing my time, he he he…
All this stress is because you want to please yourself… and at the same time please others too, but now i know i just have to please myself because is not possible to do it all at the same time for long. What i do and make in Second Life must not be a cage and that’s what changed exactly. All i want to do i’ll do it for myself, and i’m sure some others will like it… and some not, of course.
Oooof! I feel better now after saying all this! Thanks for listening-reading, finally it seems blog readers are the most patient listeners.
Social changes? Nah… just rambling
Jan 12th
Sometimes, from time to time, i like to sit and think about anything. I would say i have some like a passion for analyzing almost anything, or to try to look back and see how everything changes.
Most of the times i keep my thoughts for myself, sometimes i share them with some friends and sometimes i write about them, like i’m doing now, so it seems this will be a rambling post…
Last October was my third rezday, three years in Second Life, wow, that seems a lot, and someway is. Lot of things changed, not only technically (i mean how SL works and all that), also the people, how people lives SL. Three years ago i saw Second Life as a world of fantasy, a world where anybody can be anything and do anything. Also saw it as a world of freedom and coexistence, with his issues, of course, but only small ones. And even always there were some conflicts, some “racism” (against furries, tinies, whatever…), most of the people was pretty open-minded. There was… how to say it?… some respect to others, some feeling we all were pioneers exploring different paths. I presume this feeling was even stronger in people really old in SL, i mean older than me. Maybe all that was that way, or maybe i was just too naive, who knows? Anyway, then the number of active residents was quite lower and the maximum number of residents in the grid at the same time was maybe 8000 or 10000.
With the time all this changed. More and more residents came, with different views about things and the social structure of Second Life changed. Someway the Second Life society became more “mainstream” and the “minorities” became real minorities since most of the new residents were “Augmentationists”. This is an old SL dilemma, “Augmentationists” vs “Inmersionists”. I’m sure most of you know what these words means, but well, in short, “Augmentationists” are the ones who feel and live Second Life as an extension of the “Flesh Life” (or Real Life, but well, both lifes, SL and FL are pretty real) and “Inmersionists” are the ones who consider Second Life a different world and life, isolated and individual, totally independent, with its own rules and existence. Personally i consider myself an “augmentationist” with some “inmersionist” streaks. This two definitions are pretty extreme and i think most of us are somewhere in the middle but they are interesting as definitions.
This process where Second Life became more “mainstream”, as i said before, reduced the presence (in relative terms) of “alternative” cultures-communities as Furries, possibly because they were not enough attractive for the new residents. Does this process damaged Second Life as a community? Well, i don’t think so, just made it slightly different. But made it better or worse? Ah! That’s the big question!
I think is not worse, but is not better either. I love some things of how Second Life society is now and i dislike some others, exactly as it happened always. I miss more diversity, but at the same time i think a lot of people are creating right now amazing stuff. I dislike that feeling of living in a eternal high school year with gossip and drama some blogs use as main topic, but we can consider it a Role Play that takes itself too seriously (OMG! Just found the connection between Gor and SCD!
) and have fun with it.
OK… i know all this long text can be written in a few words: “I love Second Life as i loved it always, but i miss some more diversity and that feeling of being pioneers, but that feeling can’t come back since time passed and things changed. I miss also some respect to others.” So don’t get upset with me for making you lose some minutes reading 500 words of something that could be said in 40… i said in the beginning i was rambling.
Some like a fashion post #9: Crimson’s Secrets?
Jan 2nd
Maybe is not a secret anymore i have a female alt, but actually was not a secret.
Since this is a new year and my blog have a new appearance i thought in doing something else new, a “fashion blogpost” for women. Anyway, the outfit was not intentional, just wanted to make her look good and that was the result of some exploration in some shops and a few of imagination, but when i saw the result the show of “Victoria’s Secrets” came to my mind.
Is interesting how we percieve avatars, for me Raul is totally me, an expression of myself, and this one is some like a toy i use for pics or to dress her like a doll, that’s why i don’t socialize with her. But this topic deserves a full blogpost.
List:
Hair: Zero Style – *Camille* (Strawberry Chocolate)
Eyes: Eyes by LL (Lano Ling) – bright – Gold Beach
Skin: :: Exodi :: Eden v2 (Clove) “Nouvelle”
Hat: **Illusions** “Astaire” Top Hat
Mask: **Illusions** Ebony Mask
Angel Wings: **Illusions** Chibi Angel Wings
Bodice & Bow: Paper Couture – In like a Lion
Panties, Garters & Stockings: *Shai* The Duchess Coat in White
Shoes: Paper Couture – Pastel Pink Butterfly & Orange Floral
Holiday Jam
Dec 24th
Some weeks ago Chou Skinstad and Kali Marville asked me to collaborate with them in a project they had for a Xmas special issue of Uncover, of course i didn’t knew what was about exactly, but knowing them i said: “ZOMG yesh!”, i knew the result would be great… and it is!
Chou and Kali joined together a crazy group of residents to help them making this (in magazine from page 34 to page 105) and some really funny letter to Santa too. As always the magazine edition is really good and i’m sure this is the best gift we can receive: fun moments, smiles, etc…
Thanks to Chou and Kali for letting me be in it, to the Uncover team for making every month a so good magazine, to the rest of the people in the project for making it so fun… and to you all… Merry Christmas!!!









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